Life

Totally great picture of Michale and Jacob running around in the grass... LOOK AT MICHAEL'S HAIR!!! LOL!!!!! :-)


Wow. Life is crazy. I love my life... just experiencing many emotions now. My grandmother is passing away.... She has been sick though... so it is not unexpected. It is still very hard though. I went to visit her today, and I am emotionally drained. So many great memories from my childhood. Trips to the Grand Canyon and river rafting.. her tickling my back and my face to fall asleep at night, and singing songs. It was so good to see her, but... it wasn't really 'HER'. I still gazed into her eyes, massaged her hands, and told her I love her. I'm glad I went and will go back tomorrow. The tears just kept streaming out...it makes me realize how precious life is and that one day, I will be laying there. I know... totally a morbid thought. Gosh, I sure do love my boys. They cheered me up tonight. I got to feed them, bathe them, and draw and color with Jacob. I cherish every single moment. They are my everything.